IT'S BEEN A WHILE

some things have changed in my life.... i have re connected with my faith and it has been a rewarding journey.... i have spent a long time trying to figure out where i belong and what will make me feel better..... and it paid off.... my faith has kept me grounded and made me stronger..... not all at once, but gradually.....

I still struggle with inner emotions ..... i try not to let things get me down or get my feelings hurt.... it's hard when I look around me and am not sure I have even one person who will always have my back..... but i turn then to my faith in GOD and know he always has my back :)

My boys are growing up.... the baby is now 5 but still enjoys holding hands with his nana and giving me kisses impromptu.... the oldest is not so flexible... at almost 8 he want's no part of PDA, but has the most amazing way of showing him his love.... the other day he brought in my coat and said he loved it so much because it smelled just like me :)